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It all matters when you come to a certain stand still.. Should i say finally i'm going to put it down? Or shall i be the idiotic fool? Curiosity betrayed.. i know it felt cheap and i'm just dirtified. Will i ever live with it, or will i not look forward again? Shall i wisen up? it's just this mindset that is at last tarnished and i'm fighting for the believe.

I know now it's like nothing. Is all of it so worth it? You just feel your heart shredded and then stitched up and then squeezed.. Forget it, it's all i really want. I don't wish to linger on with the tainted memories. i learned from the fence that it will be repeatable and i don't want to get caught by it. What happens to mi seems to happen on the rest.. I really see the importance i have been. Always there and there, but never there.

I see what i see and i know.. it's too bad. For me.. i can never make do with it. It cuts down deep and for all i know.. i'm reminded by my mistakes. This is my weakness, it's acting up.. Hurting me softly, hurting me slowly.. Long and long it has been. And at last i set myself free. Forsake the happinees, the memories and the one.

i've given up on myself..