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Confuse? Well, guess so.. A new year and soon, a new mi. It's a great trip down memory lane and i'm glad i can take some with mi. Even though you wont be spending NYE with mi, just hope you will enjoy yourself..

Here is the thing.. i know i'll be heart broken but if i dont know means i dont know. i want to know, but only the nice words.. I'll treat it as i dont know anything for now cause i havent hear from you. i dont know what to do right now.. i must not assume.

If.. argh. Forget it.. Hope you find your happiness again. i know from the beginning, there isn't a place for mi in your heart.

Somehow, i start to feel that there's not much time left.. There's so many things that i want to do and stuffs unfulfilled. I dont want to regret anything and i really want to appreciate all that i have. But i know what are my priorities. There's nothing pessimistic with how i feel, just want to live to the fullest.

Well.. Guess i've already know what's my resolution after the past weeks. hmmm, what have i been thinking for the past days? how did i feel? Guess i cant enjoy the last day of the year with you.. Haix. it's alright.. From the way that you treat mi, i can somehow get an idea.

Maybe i was alittle too late.. hope that the new year will be a better one and a better me. So close, so far..

Argh.. Dunno why do i feel bugged this few days. Some feelings are just so tiresome.. The worrying kind of feeling is just so energy consuming, the waiting feeling is just so so slow, the jealous feeling is just so irritating and the loving feeling is just undying. i love you so much! and even if i have to endure this, you are just so worth it.

I feel.. somehow. You're different now.. i dont know but just sense that you cant be bothered about mi anymore like you used to. Isit true? i dont know..

Thinking through my new year's resolution.. had in mind but it might change in the days to come. Just so happy to see you again.

hmmm.. what's wrong? fucking hell no idea.. Why arent you the same anymore? why arent you replying my msgs? the problem sure lies with mi and i dont even have an idea what i did wrong.. haix.. feeling damn vexed over it. came back from clubbing and i illegally drove home.. but just have to blog this. i'm so so so troubled by this!!! will i lose you? i really dont want to.. xmas is nearing and new year. If this goes on, what a nice close for the year it will be. Alone and broken..

I dont know what's wrong.. but it just cant get off my mind. Why isit at the biting point right now? I know what i really want but can things just be alittle better? Xmas and New Year is coming.. So many things lined up for mi but i just dont want them. i spend the recent days doing project, going out, chilling, bar-ing and also K-ing.. Plus i'm clubbing tml. Hmmm, i just feel very awkard without you.. Things dont seemed right and it's always missing you. Well, thought of something great to spend the New Year's eve.. But, i dont think you are available. Haix.. Vex-ed.

Haix.. just damn tired. Sucks being sick. Argh~ Worse thing is a made you angry again.. Wth, throat is killing mi and the cough so irritating. My mind is all about you now.. Thinking whether will you forgive mi and stop being angry and just missing you. i need sleep..

Well, just dont get it.. Why i keep doing stuffs that makes you mad? Hmmm, i dont want to be remembered for all the sad memories or bad times i gave you. Just very upset when that happens.. i want to be important and someone you can rely on.. Not just some friend. Just hope you will chill down.