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Long hair, puppy eyes. Shorts..
Having this weird feeling.. Cant really imagine it or want to. I'll wait and see..

I guess.. i got too much time to think. She was right.. But i guess it only takes 2 weeks instead of 2 years for mi to become someone different. i gotten my priorities right and i know what's my focus and future plans. I'll put what's left at the back of my head.. i've seen enough and i don't wish to go down memory lane again. It's futile isn't it.. With this new divide, things wont be the same. Time and time i asked myself if it's what i wanted.. Now i know, to appreciate and never take for granted. I promise i'll be a better person..

Just a gentle whisper
Told me that you'd gone
Leaving only memories;
Where did we go wrong..
I couldn't find the words then.
So let me Say them now,
I'm still in love with you.

Tell me that you love me,
Tell me that you care,
Tell me that you need me,
And I'll be there..
I'll be there waiting..
I will always love you,
I will always stay true..
No one else will love you like I do.

Come to me now..
I will never leave you,
I will stay here with you.
Through the good and bad I will stand true,
I'm in love with you..

All i want to say after so long, with everything that happened.. Is this poem. Take care and stay happy alright..

It seems like there's so much to understand.. A sip of coffee, a view by the window and small little thoughts. I just want to know who i am, i don't want the world to see me.. Cause they don't know who i am. I found meaning through the silence and unspoken.. I just want you to know who i am.

Some stuffs keeps getting to your head.. i don't really know what to do now. I knew from making the choice, that i cant go back to it. I'm guilty of it.. i really wish that it wouldnt end up like this. But there's no other way, im compelled. i still love her, but i wont show it to her because she has another one. i hope to pretend that i dont like her anymore.. it's hard. All this time, i've been wanting her to feel happy.. Hope it goes well this way. I don't care being a bad guy, but for her happiness. i will.. She doesn't know or must not know it. Cause i really sacrificed my happiness for it. Maybe she doesn't really believe mi anymore. But as long as i know, i will still wait for her. There's a distance between us now, and it just feels sad to know.

I guess it's hard to think that who matters most.. All i need was support, and i always wanted support. Seems to be that i know whos' true.. i really am confused right now. For that choice i made.. I know it wasn't for me, but i cannot let myself feel so sad. It will be so worth it if she doesn't know and stays happy for what she have rigth now.. i dont want things to end up like this. But, it's tough when u have to make a choice that didn't only consist of yourself. I wish her happiness..