Sunday, July 19, 2009
Am i dumb? laugh it off.. i still don't know what i'm gonna do. Should i take the transit and just bail out of here? Or should i carry on.. It matters so much and i don't think anyone will understand. It's for the wonderful memories, not what to expect.. Trying hard without feeling attached. It's hard to get back what you lost, when you realised it.. You imagine it. Everything reminds you of something dear.. The recollections like snaps flashing through, reminsince it, endowell it but it's never coming back. Living in the dreams of something you can only yearn for, the feeling so long, so tragic.. Like a poison you desire. At times you don't want to forget, it lingers..
i'm stuck in the past. Unwind..
Its been rough.. living in blurs. No 21 for me.. i passed my age.