Thursday, June 04, 2009
Some stuffs keeps getting to your head.. i don't really know what to do now. I knew from making the choice, that i cant go back to it. I'm guilty of it.. i really wish that it wouldnt end up like this. But there's no other way, im compelled. i still love her, but i wont show it to her because she has another one. i hope to pretend that i dont like her anymore.. it's hard. All this time, i've been wanting her to feel happy.. Hope it goes well this way. I don't care being a bad guy, but for her happiness. i will.. She doesn't know or must not know it. Cause i really sacrificed my happiness for it. Maybe she doesn't really believe mi anymore. But as long as i know, i will still wait for her. There's a distance between us now, and it just feels sad to know.