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Great.. I'm done right now. Being numb or dumb will more or less aid the plan.. I know what i've done. If she knows, she will understand why.. i hope? But, that will be too late. You think you understand mi? haha.. what if i'm just feeding you with something you thought it's true.. Never thought of it? haha. Beats mi too.. i did too much, but maybe this was the most painful one. Well, best you not know.. Things have been great for you from what i know. i can only say, it's worth it (=

Well.. there's just less than 3 weeks for me. Can see that things are progressing the way it is as i thought out.. Somethings, it is better to be not let known or kept this way.. Trying to keep it the way it is. It will be the greatest decision that i've made.. Call mi foolish, call mi silly. It doesn't matter anymore.. As long as she will be happiler. I dont care all the hate or the lies on me.. It will be for this greater cause. I guess i don't deserve so much.. Even if being a bad guy for a day or maybe for a very very long time will be worth it. I'm totally not the one. Someone else will take my place.. Concealing, inside.

Well, now i have a habit to think of things properly when i jog.. And somehow, it helps. Hmmm, another one has come into the picture.. I expect more to come? guess i'm trying to close an eye.. Let her be the way she is, and do what she wants. But, i don't really know should i give in my all for her? Like right now, im doing my best.. And will i be able to sustain that long? Waiting.. I really love her and if that's the way things are, then i'll be comtemplated with it. Haix.. Just want her to be happy.