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The long walk home. Everything seems to be in a mess.. You dont know what hit you. The feeling is like a truckload banging you. So many things in my mind.. There's no one i can talk to. Or in actual fact, there's no one who cares? I've been keeping stuffs in my head. This, that and everything.. And with the recent events, i'm somehow drowned. Not mentioning but just reminding myself about it. It anchors heavily.. I can only depend on myself, i'm always alone with problems. It's not like how u think.. It's not what i wanted. I'm all like this because of that.. You will never know, or best not know. Maybe when the time is right, but time seems to be agaisnt mi.. I hate the seconds, minutes, hours, days, weeks, months and years. Time doesnt stops, it spoils your day, your plan and the finger is on you. It made mi wasted..

I'm just so imperfect, every bit of me is wrong somehow.. Never really did something that perfect to the eyes of the behlder. i want to grow up.. Seeing my state, i yearn for wisdom. To the point that feelings will just pass and you will be immune to the flesh. That's right, i'm enslaved. I thought i'm able to handle, but i'm broken.. All i want is happiness for the other person, but am i cursed that she has to suffer. It's not fair, it's like things are not meant to be.. Am i trying too hard? Fuck it.. I cant even hold dear to something more important than myself, how can i still be living?

i'm sorry, i am your misery..