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It's hard to fathom the uncontentment.. Or purely just unfairness. It's just tough living on it and knowing that at the end of the day you will be disappointed. Miserable. Decrepated. And thinking about it all night long.. You know how haunting it is? Well, now it is the stage where you know you're suffering and hurting but u just accept it and still treat it as nothing. It's an on-going cycle. And i'm always left alone to pick up the pieces.. You only wish for her to feel good but just neglecting how you feel. Don't you agree that it's worth it? I do! And i changed through this.. Maybe i don't understand what i become too? Where are all the feelings? Does it get filtered through until there isn't any left? The thing in life is, the one you love most.. Hurts you most. Or something u want but it will never be yours.. That's how things is. The redundancy of those unfortunate.. You can only watch from a distance that the happiness you want is just before you but out of reach. A poison that brings incompetence, lowliness, estem-less, insecurity.. Understand?

But i dont feel that anymore.. I'll be happy for no matter what. I still love her..

The undying love. She wont notice it anyway..