Tuesday, November 04, 2008
My name is stupid and hurting you is my game.. Why are things just so rough this days? I didnt even feel that you enjoyed the time i spent with you. More like you're angry.. I dunno what went wrong and it's like practically almost everything, i will be at fault.. I dont blame you but i'm just very tired that stuffs keep coming at mi, making things worse and worse. I tried to do alot of things to cheer you up or brighten your day but it never ended great.. i'll just be in a postion to be stupid and get scolded again. Seems like i brought you alot of trouble.. disturbing you, irritating you, making you moodless, making you mad, making you sad, making you sleep so late, making you fat and troubling you. I'm just so troublesome am i? Maybe i shouldnt have gone to see you this few days.. Might save your life, energy and breathe on a scumbag like mi? Guess you wuldnt want to meet mi or talk to mi for the next few dunno how many days? i'll just emo alone. Goodness sake for crying out loud.. i'm just a loser.. Never important in your life. Brought you hurt, pain, sadness and unhappiness.. Fuck mi for wanting to be a better man when i'm not even a good friend! Can we ever go back to where we last enjoyed ourselves? i wonder?