Tuesday, November 04, 2008
Just so shiity.. why do i feel so weak? i want myself to know that i wont let myself lose you so easily.. but, sometimes it's just quite simple for mi to see the reality. i'm just inferior.. looks, brains, money.. There's sure some guy that's better than mi out there. Just cant help but compare and i got nothing to show.. whatever it is, i just doesnt make mi feel great. im getting aliitle paranoid maybe.. im just scared of losing you. But no matter what, i dont care what's gonna befall mi. i only want to make myself a better person, a better guy and that's all i want for now.. Because i really need you to see who i really am. Not some guy with brains or looks or money.. sorry for not giving you the best this few days. on my stupid streak again..