Monday, November 03, 2008
It's just sucks to make you sad, angry or no mood.. Haix, why am i always being so stupid? Say stuffs before i think, being slow and stupid. I'm sorry for treating you like this.. I dunno, but it's just some random stupidness that came out of mi. Seeing you so angry, attitude and moody.. It's like i can go bang the wall a million times until i bleed like hell or it's just the pain that i feel like jumping off the building (not that i will). And when you dont forgive mi, i just dunno what to do but just curse myself or just meditate on my stupidness. I wished that this stupidness dont always come when ur period is nearing. If not, im so screwed. But the thing is, i just want to see you more and talk to you after that. Because, i lost that amount of time needed to bring you happiness and love. So, i just wanna makeup to it. haix.. Cant get to see you tml. Guess you still have alittle resentment on what i said.. i deserve to get slap *pak*