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Wednesday, October 22, 2008

I've reflected on my way home and i came to a point that i feel i should continue to love you, or love u even greater. You know why? Because after whatever wrongs i did to you and promises that i've broken, the more i should love you as i have a responsibility in it and i want to be a part in your life. I'm serious for the relationship we are in and it's not some 'come and go' sort of thing and i'm ready to give you my commitment, to take care of you for the rest of my life and never leave you. And i finally see why i cant put u down, it's because i want to be responsible for you and put your future in mine. Just now was one of the worst times of my life because i really made you hate mi and i feel so disappointed, so full of hate for myself, so regretful to cost you this hurt and im really afraid of not seeing you again. I wasnt really thinking at that point in time to stop you. i admit it's stupid of mi but i will live with it as a guilt. Well, the scar is there and i really hope to mend it and regain your trust. However, i will not let it be something you think in the next 10 years and you start to regret. I really meant every word i said to you on the bed, about how i'm gonna treat you, love you and marry you. I speak nothing more but the truth, not some sweet talk or plainless talk. I will definetly prove to you that i'm worth it and you can really rest your heart on mi. And not because of this mistake, i will leave you or even love you less. I will wait for you no matter what outcome it may be, may it be mi or someone else in future you will be with, i will always remember this as something i did terribly wrong and i will not regret that i loved you all my life. I will endlessly continue to shower you with love and will never give up until you no longer hate mi and start to trust mi again. And i dont think of you so lowly ok, i always looked up to you and always worship you like some Goddess, so please! i respect you alot.. i really do love you for who you are and not what you look like or for that. i really really love you, no one can take your place and my heart will never change.. i will love you very deeply from nightfall to dawn to dusk. So feel my heart, you are the one that i loved most! Right now all i can think is whether i can see you again and whether i can bring you the happiness you have always been looking for. Im sorry for breaking your promise and this will be the very last time.. I'll do anything just to prove to you that i'm a better guy and you can put your heart down on mi. I've made a grave mistake but i seriously want you to forgive mi.. To see you so hurt, troubled and confused, im just very guilty. And worse of all, u hate mi. i really cant do much to apologise but to think of it, my heart still aches. I failed. Made you disappointed in mi. I believe you have second thoughts about mi right now but everything about mi remains unchanged. My love for you, my feelings, my confessions, my promises will still be there. I promise you, i will definately be a better guy!