Monday, October 06, 2008
I dont know why i'm thinking about this right now? Just a swing of emotions. i wanna tell u just how much i love you.. i just feel like saying it, feel like expressing it, feel like giving it to you. Well, i just scared of losing you. Really very scared.. I always wanted to be by your side, wanted to be laughing away with you, wanted to spend all the happy moments with you. But, somehow, i feel my position is threatened. I might not be at the top right now or i dont even know where it is also. I find myself unknown to you. Seriously, u changed.. You've become so precautious and i really dont know how to approach you. Certain things i do in the past seemed to be provoking you right now and i just dont understand.. It's like a thought of asking where are u can be seemed like an act of restriction. It wasnt so in the past, it's just hard for mi to see u go through this. After all, i dont know what's going through your mind. I have to be careful of what i can say to the point that i cant show my concern. But, i do really hope that u will be better and no matter what or how u treat mi, i'll always be the same. I love you, that's all i can say =)