Monday, September 22, 2008
Should i or shouldnt i? i want to but i dont want to.. spending the last day here before i leave. Well, hope it's not the last day or something. Really cant put away some thoughts, thoughts of you. i really want to see you one last time, tell you how much you mean to mi and hug you like i've never done before. But cant lah.. too troublesome for you. well, it's been a long week, without u and everything. Life has been meaningless and bleak, you feel in all the happiness with colours. time passes by slowly and painfully, it's not that im obsess with having your pictures everywhere, it just reminds mi of you and let mi think of you when i'm missing you. Very glad to finally talk to you and see you, just brought back the smiles to my face. Can see that you've enjoyed urself in my absence. that's comforting, u can live without mi.. well, well, if i really dont come back, just hope you live happily and find your happiness (= sorry for being so optimistic, just dont want to lose you. alright, farewell then. Love u~