Wednesday, September 17, 2008
Just seems so coincidence that this is where i found refuge to pen down my thoughts.. Every joy, every saddness. Whatever gets into it becomes a memory.. Having bad days recently, seems so like the days to come will be the same. Everything im part of never was good.. Work sux, working night shifts like the one just now which drag until quite late, slammed my fingers by the fucking safe, lost $10 when counting cash, got scolded for being helpful. What, just work what.. have been slogging out there and it just adds more weight to my heart. Then comes school, fuck. Didnt believe i didnt get into my own class. Whatever, i had enough trouble and problems. Even my piano, exam next month, am i quitting? Haix, my grades.. wth, will never get to uni. Just so stupid. Then the grievious of all is you. It's ok, i will understand with time. Just so hard being mi.