Monday, July 28, 2008
And I know everything about you.. I don't wanna live without you. I'm only up when you're not down.. Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground. It's like no matter what i do.. Well, you drive me crazy half the time.. The other half I'm only trying to let you know that what I feel is true. And I'm only me when I'm with you..
I'm into the 2nd decade of my life.. long road ahead. Wishing for this impossible gift, but well it wont come true. Just wanna wish myself a happy belated bday..
it's alright.. i will wait.
Wednesday, July 09, 2008
Well well.. seems like my life revolves around a story book. So many pages and chapters of life, but it always have an ending. In most, im merely a supporting character or a faded one. So few lines, so few scenes and no role..
I want to be more mature.. So that i can help those around mi. Somethings i just cant understand.. if confession is shameful, i just dunno what to say. Suddenly this, suddenly that. people around mi are facing problems.. im glad i can give good advice. But, simply i cant give myself one..
i want to really let go what im feeling right now.. i must somehow force it out of mi. it isnt doing good and right.. This bond, this tie, this feeling, this person.