Monday, November 12, 2007
Direction for the future.. today's sermon coincides with what im going through now.. people's testimonials can be so emotional.. i witheld my tears when he poured out his feelings and cried. the feeling of giving and nothing ever blossoming is like so disappointing.. u feel like giving up, u feel like not trusting anyone, u just felt helpless. so broken and humilitified.. i know how its like. pride gets in the way. like it becomes roots that gets entwined deep into the flesh.. man always get troubled by relationship, money and career. what about yoking? what of this friendship? well, from him.. i see mi. now, i dont feel that way.. Cause i'm begining to let go. i see him suffering like this, i just felt sympathetic.. i was once like this.. well, i don't want to end up like that again..
And do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, that you may prove what is that good and acceptable and perfect will of God.
Romans 12:2having some tied knots now.. same thing happending. Mi and my mouth.. why isit so easily broken again? and why is things coming at it all the time? nevermind.. tommorrow we shall see. i'll definately untie it..