Sunday, October 28, 2007
i realised something after so long.. humans can't depend on humans to sastify one another.. you will just end up feeling more disappointed. even if they are together, best friends, brothers and sisters. That emptiness in our hearts can only be filled by God's love.. i went there today with a troubled and sealed heart.. but, i came out free.Everything about being true.. isit so complicating? hard to swallow? hard to comprehend? well, have you ever treated someone as your true friend? but, does that person feels the same for you? what's the connection u both had? that shared vision.. is there steadfast loyalty? and is there selfless giving? you may have lots of friends or you may not even have that much.. does it matter so much? what matters most is that they are there in times of needs.. they are honest in correction and protects you when you're attacked.. just cherish the ones you have around you and put them in a circle instead of a heart because hearts gets broken but a circle goes on forever.. i may not be a true friend after all.. im in this friendship which is so-called wrong from the start. this friendship started on a wrong foot or wrong purpose.. i don't know what i should do? i want to make it better. i wished that it will be new, the one that is right.. not this. it all boils down to mi.. how badly i wished to change it. how it fell apart so sudden.. how it hurts so much.. just want you to be happy. sorry for treating you like this..