Thursday, October 18, 2007
Haix.. feel damn emo right now. just a phrase can cause mi so much hurt.. what to do? she's pissed.. and im sad.. should have known better. why? why? why? why? will she forgive mi? do i deserve this?
I'm so sorry.. I cant be perfect.
I'm so sorry.. I cant smile.
I'm so sorry.. but nothing in my mind is working.
I'm so sorry.. I dont understand myself. Even right now..
Haix.. bad bad bad day. i thought things will go on fine, sadly.. i need my consolers.. my cordon blue. seriously.. when it comes, it all came crashing down.. falling again. first time.. i feel it burning.. scotching with bitterness. it tinges and lingers.. how intoxicating. so bitter sweet.. i think im a passive.. the urge is there.. but i mustn't.
Anyway.. my fault. blame mi blame mi.. never angry with u and never your fault.. but, i hope you forgive mi and put it aside..