Wednesday, September 19, 2007
As soon as the sun hits my face.. She steps into my head. A disease that has no cure.. A feeling that can't be comprehended.. You smile, you walk different, you glow different. It's her, like a star you just want to pick her out of the sky and stare at her for all eternity.. Together never apart, but apart she does not leave u. It's not that easy.. She may be a world away. Yet she still takes refugee in my heart. A feeling that can't be comprehended.. i'm an addict now, it all feels like nirvana.. A different level a different place. and we can never be..this emptiness is hard to swallow.. all alone and feeling hollow. Darkness won since it began, but I am no longer its biggest fan.. try to sneak it out of my life, but then it somehow causes strife. when it leaves it causes pain.. until I am left longing for it again. Darkness stares into my eyes, if I fall again it'll be no surprise.. then I will love until it makes me hate, but once again it will return to be my fate.. something that will never be.