Wednesday, August 29, 2007
Why isit always there's rejection in life? i've been hearing and going through so much of it that it wears mi down.. tired? hurt? neglected? its simply all of it.. just feel so damn useless. and No, im not suffering from depression or detrimentia.. im just grumbling about the load of insecurities that i have..im just wasting my life.. drinking, idling and playing. what's my talent and forte? i don't even know. where's the goodness in mi? i have fallen from the past glory into the depths of the abyss.. where's the light that im hoping for and hanging onto? im worshipping too many earthly idolatries and that's my flaw.my life's so screwed.. its so negative, negative, negative.. myself, relationships and God.All i ask for is contemption..