Wednesday, August 15, 2007
im just thinking.. is there answers? i want to know, i want to know so much.. you asked mi why i didnt walk off? in my heart was like i didnt want that to happend again.. that time was because im just totally upset with myself that i cant control my emotions.. i chose to like u and so, i need to face the consequences.. i just cant get mad over stuffs that im not obligated to. forbes, the choice u chose is what u need to go through and suffer. hUrts all the time~ let mi suffer in silence.Why can't i, why can't i? i never wanted anything more.. who knew? do u know how i feel? well, u won't.. cause i don't want u to feel what i went through..when i see that face again, i just can't stop but keep on gazing at it.. i won't forget that look. im just falling into some dream, always building sandcastles in the air.. just to see u sweetens up my life and makes my world more colourful. i just want to live in the virtual world cause when i get back to reality, all i can do is just hope that i spend my time wisely with u.. everything must go sweet and right because i don't want to regret. forbes, living life to the fullest can mean that making everything perfect and that's what i'm good at.. i love doing things to put a smile to ur face (=so many things to say, don't think its right for mi to say.. enough of all the attention seeking here. i need to have some clear air.. i've stopped drinking not because of what other people say. i stopped because i don't want u to worry.. i will listern to u.