Sunday, August 12, 2007
I feel that everything i do is so wrong.. why like that? am i reading people too much? like to some, it might be a small problem, but the way i see it and act on it, i felt that i've made the situation worst like for my part.. i end up being the one at the worst end. its alright, im okay, i think i cant explain.. argh.. why am i thinking so much, im complicating things up.. oh man.. its so pheumatic sickening. forbes! why u care so much about other people? well, that's mi..
i somehow felt that yesterday's post was unnecessary.. be positive, positive.. aRgh.. why do i bring u into the picture.. i don't want u to know, cause i don't want u to feel bad or at least know how i feel. Best suffer alone. well, see its my wrong again.. i've made people around mi worry.. even my closest pals.. i just felt stupid. people cared for mi, telling mi this and that.. why cant i just listern? forbes, u made ur sis cry for u lah.. stop doing stupid things.. in actual fact, i treat her badly.. sigh.. when i care for people, i also hurt them as much.. well, i think im taken for granted too.
forbes, nice guys always have mishaps and they suffer alot.. am i nice to begin with?