Tuesday, August 14, 2007
hey there.. wat shall i do now? i got no aim.. im just stuck in this uncanny life. Seems like she has found someone else, i don't know whether its true, im just assuming.. let mi try to be positive, if that guy can bring her happiness, its good enough.. its just better than to see her suffer and forget the past. Maybe we are not meant to be, well, enough of all the painful wait and sporadic instances where i worry for nothing or the mood swings.. if she doesn't want to let mi know, so be it.. i believe she has her own reasons. oUch, its just a blow to my heart.. i just got too much to say. for some reasons, im just curious who he is? why him and not mi.. well, im not gonna complain.. maybe i think too much. your birthday is coming, i planned lots of wonderful surprises.. but, i dunno whether isit worth? thinking of all the stuffs i'll be doing, i just felt that i should be reserving it for someone else.. im just not certain of things. why am i doing so much? isit just because i like u? i just cant treat u like a friend.. forbes, get a grip.. i must be firm, firm, firm.. cant falter now.. its just something i cant wish, cant hope and cant dream of.. i'll never get u. you will always be someone who have lots of guys showering love at u.. im just visible to your shadow. i really really want u so much.. the smses i sent are all from the bottom of my heart. i don't know if u know, it just states my feelings now.. well, can't ask much from u. can't force u too. cant hope for u too. OHhhhh.. what u do to mi.. oHhhhh.. what u do to mi..