Sunday, March 25, 2007
fEeling qUite dEpreSsed at tHe mOmeNt.. i rEally kiNda fEel tHat u'r nOt tReatiNg mi liKe wE uSed tO.. tHe tYpe tHat u dOn't wAnNa tAlk to mi attitUde.. i'Ve tRied mY bEst.. uNfOrtUnatEly, tHere's nO cHance.. iTs liKe yOu r alWays tAlkiNg tO sOmeoNe elSe oR yOu'r tOo bUsy witH tHings.. i rEally hOpe tO gO bAck tO tHe tiMe wHerebY wE wEre mUch mOre clOse.. nOw, itS liKe we'r stRanGers..
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When the tears fall down my faceThey aren’t mostly happy ones-they are tears of sadnessThey are tears of a heart in lonelinessThey are tears of a life of just wanting that “one” person to be the only one and hope they feel the same tooThey are tears of wondering if there are disappointments to comeWhen the tears fall down they are heavynot soft, but they flow as a riverand the sniffing, and emotions become uncontrollableAnd I try to be strong for that oneBut that one doesn’t know how much pain it isWhen she walks away and she is already so far awayThe tears that fall downLeave my eyes red, my face gloomy and leave me as being sickMy body falls down and I am in agonyThe tears that fall downNever stop, and I wonder if they ever willEven if I walk away to save myselfI don’t think they will stop, but perhaps in time, I will be betterThe tears that fall down my face nowI don’t like and I can’t do anything about themBut walk away because these are too heavy For me to wipe away anymore