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SORRY!
i think it isn't good enough for mi to tell u how i feel..
i know for the past 4 days, u've been sad.. wondering why i avoided and stopped talking to you.. im really sorry.. im really very sorry for getting you so worked up.. now that you knew about it, i dun mind you feeling this way.. you can scould mi all you want to or anything, i won't mind..

to tell you the truth, i didnt intend this to happend.. im out of my wits already. i've been boozing for the sake of this and it isnt alright.. i just wan it to stop but its just freaking too hard. its hard you know. everytime im with you, i feel as though i have a chance and it makes mi feel happy.. im just an idiot that will blindly take the chance and continue to wait.. you know that im stubborn.. forgive mi for that.

i just found out that im such a timid jerk.. i wasnt sincere or brave enough to tell you personally and had to ask my sis to approach you.. im sorry. from the start, i really dont dare to glance at you or even talk to you.. even during lectures i noticed u sitting there quietly and i felt the urge to sit beside by you.. but i know i shouldnt for the time being. i know tml's IS will be awkard as i cant fake to be normal which i must.. so sorry.

but one thing that really stabbed mi was that your bestiie said that ur dissappointed and pissed about it.. all i asked was a few days away from you.. have you ever thought about my feelings? oh well, its ok.. its my fault to begin with and you already found someone that will make your day.. i dun blame you for feeling that way. i seriously placed your feelings before mine.. i didnt even take into consideration of my own feelings.. but the thought of you being turned off is really taking its toil.. i thought u would understand my despair but you didnt. Maybe im wrong in some way too? like from your side of the story.. fine.. what's done is done. i should just face reality and not take my back and run away..

hope that when time heals the wounds, we might still pick up the pieces.. sorry once more.




since this entry is something like a confession, i would like to say sorry to jiesi.. u know wat i meant...